Invisible-Taylor swift

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile
She'll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

And I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through
She's never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

And I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

Like shadows in a faded light
Oh we're Invisible
I just wanna look in your eyes and make you realize

I just wanna show you she don't even know you
Baby let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile
Omigod Chungcheng is super guailan!!!!(no offence to zs :p)Went to central wif Vivian.Den eat halfway Vinia call.She want meet us at 7-11.Den somehow we forgot abt it.Made her wait very long.Sry sry ><..Went sch.Saw fencing ppl.Took the bus.Reached Chungcheng.Their sch like temple sai.Super big!!!Like one big big castle!So creepy.Their table tennis underground leh!!!!!Cool sia!Den start competition.First match second match lose.Third match finally win.Den the reat all lose lose lose. Vinia:Knn smack smack smack.Buay song arh. Me:Aiya nvm la smack them back lor. Vinia:Feel like throw my bat at them arh.Guailan! Me:Lols Waa Vinia really smac till suang.But all aim ppl.Not aim net.Scary scary.Aft match go eat kfc.Wet like crazy.Super cold.Sian..Eat le Vinia go buy notebook.This girl ar...Take so long..Lol.Went hm...Freaking wet.Took a bath and using com nw!Bye!
Today was so so so fun!!Went to Bernice hm.Played wif snowy.Went out to wait for Janine at the bus stop.This girl ar,make us wait abt 1hr le.We got bored so went to whitesands first,top up Bernice's ez cards.Very very hungry,den Liting and Janine still havent show up.We bought cokkies and milkshakes.They reached(finally) and we went comics connection.Bernice bought the Naruto kunai.Nice sia!We went arcade play.Saw Priscilla there and Sabrina and Juliana.Omigod they actually goin to tkgs next year.I didnt tht abt DSA-ing to other schs.should have done tat but wouldnt have met my dearest frens den.lols.Played some drum game wif Liting.Janine played the zombie game thingy wif Bernice.They so fast dc de.Lols.Next played the cube game thingy.So fun!!!Im addicted to it alr sia.Thay have Lollipop and Bigbang songs leh!!!Next took neo prints.The machine cuckoo lor.Time so fast up.Den we anyhow take.so idiotic =.= Went to take agn.We very waste money :p This time so nice.Dun even have time limit de.Took our time decorating.Den suddenly got time limit.Cos we took like more den 15mins.Lols.Went to eat next.Ate korean food and share ice kachang.Bernice eat the noodle eat until she want water.Go toilet.Go popular.Played hide and seek wif Janine and Liting.We ran around like siao.Ended up at townpark playing swing.Accidentally got scratched by Liting wif a kunai.Ouch.One red scar on my shoulder.Bernice was so weird

Bernice:Brown eyes
Me:Black eyes
Bernice and Me:Black eye peas!!!

Lols.Went hm aft tat.Omg cant wait to go out agn.Had so much fun today!!!

Tmr competition.Ppl wish me gd luck.Fingers crossed!
Phoebe is so tired!!!

Woke up inthe morning.Go buy books.Saw Dennis,Nicklaus and Rajeef.Went hm.Went to ws wif mommy to shop.Saw them again at kfc.Den saw Guofeng.During the entire shopping trip saw Ms ong,Jiale and Esther,Sherman,Arabel Joelle and Jansen and becky.Lols.Back hm nw.Found out tat Im getting a white guitar for my bday.Awesome!!!
Omigod today was freaking fun!!!Went to sch in the morning with Vinia and Tszho.Went ava room with councilors in our 'groups'.Irfan and Pavi was the leader.Cool..Den we had to decide on our team names.Our grp was "Somethink Something" Glen's was "I Dunno" Adrianna "Kre8" & Hidayat was "Alpha Geeks" . We played icebreaker games and aft tat had some leadership thing.Next had break.Wtf Danial was missing for more den 24hrs.So scary.Fcuk sia.Shouldnt go into details abt it.Ate den...i think is olympics.Dodgeball got first.Captain ball second.Went to bathe.Forgot towel.So we use PE clothes to wipe body.Lols.Had bbq.Totally rawks!!!!!Farenheit drew 2 smiley faces on my hands.lols.Den cos only left we two inside council room,den when Megan came in she was like,"am i disturbing u all?oh sry."Wth.Explained everything to her(thk god)den continued wif bbq.At night had peformance.Damn fun.Trixie gave me a ride hm aft tat.Hope next year will extend for 1week! :D
Im so boredd....Omigod he's online but i dunno wad to talk to him sia...haizz...

Im bored!!!
Today okok la.Went er yi hm den play with rusell and danver.Went down to buy smths..blablabla...played cards..ate..continue playing cards..Den went hm.Tmr morning goin out with vivian.Lols.
Im back from nyaa!Boring boring boring.Went Bernice hm watch naruto funny videos.Den went school.Had revision,test and dodgeball...Worse day of my life!!!!Some ppl(Bernicetankuku) use my phone send jerome "iloveyou" stupid stupid stupid.I want die le....Later he think i really like him which so not true.Ewww(no offence juz tat..wateva la)

Den went 7-11 eat noodles and cookies.Went hm.





Mann..Im finally done changing my blogskin.U wouldnt believe how long i took.juz ask Bernice!Today went to Bernice hm in the morning.Carried snowy..Den bernice said.."Snowy having menses leh" WTF?! i looked down my shirt.Fcuk!My shirt got one red patch sia!!lucky not obvious.Went for Gamelan crap super boring..Den fencing...played dodge ball.Everbody cheat de.lols.who cares.Went kfc to eat with her&bryan&nigel&kenneth&jonathan.Nigel sat beside me.Den bernice said"Nigel,U ask jonathan take straw den must change place wif him!"Walau.Wads even worse.He said "no!" den i was like..."eeeeeeeeeee....!!!!!" den nigel.."eh i mean ok!" wtf rite?den went to library all ALONE,LONELY cos bernice pangseh me!!lol jk jk.otw hm sms her.We were compare lengths and measurements.Hahaha!!!Now talking to her on the phone.lol

This pic look so cute.


Im bored..tmr still have to go sch...sianz...
I miss you so much!

Morning woke up,watched naruto...blablabla...aft tat went to meet vinia & tzsho den go cca..sucked sia.not in the mood cos was thinking of certain things.lols.aft tat went out to eat with vinia den over there wait for tzsho den went home.Currently watching naruto,again.Kiba looks so cute....!!lols.
I dun like Gaara le,I like Kiba & Akamaru now.Lolz


Today was damn fun.Meet Bernice at bus stop den went minimart to eat noodles.Liting woke up late so we went late.Lol.Cher also dun care.Played guitar.Felt so left out when i realised tat all 3 of them played instruments & i totally sucked ):
Fencig next,played dodge ball freaking funny.B4 tat had running & somehow i ran fatster den them also.Crap,even more left out.
After tat when kfc with Bernice.She told me it was ok for us to be different.& tat i look like Hinata.Random much?well anywae,thks bitch(:
Playing like crazy.Saw Karkheng,Joseph,Melvin,Tingpeng&Shanhuai on the bus.Den Bernice went through the wrong escalator 3times.Laughing like siao.
Oh & i dreamt tat Kenneth died.Wtf?! lols too bad for him =.=
Omg Kenneth look damn funny in long pants!

Blablabla..currently updating blog(obviously) and watching Naruto.Omg Konoha is being invaded.Lols.Went Mac with Sherwyn in the morn den went sch.Bus-ed to some pri sch to set up our booths..Nth much happened..Played cards...Blablabla...Tats all!!!
I realised a few things today..

1)when enze and jerome quarrel,it can make u laugh alot
2)after awhile,u realize they are serious
3)after a longer while,u will find out tat its only over a small matter
4)den u will think it is a waste of ur time
5)u will eventualy think they are retards

Really waste of time sia...Nth else to post le..so byebye (:
天空下起雨了
他撐的傘在你身邊陪著
可是我不快樂
因為看見他臉上的笑
是很勉強的

我很想愛他
但是眼睛在說謊
隱瞞比較容易吧
免得感情變的複雜
我很想愛他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解圍嗎
誰能給我一個好的回答

愛情是模糊的
可憐的是沒有勇氣選擇
如果再捨不得
這樣下去我們每個人
都是受害者

我很想愛他
但是眼睛在說謊
隱瞞比較容易吧
免得感情變的複雜
我很想愛他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解圍嗎
誰能給我一個好的回答

當愛情陷在危險邊緣
是否都會傷痕累累
是否都會苦不堪言


我很想愛他
但是眼睛在說謊
隱瞞比較容易吧
免得感情變的複雜
我很想愛他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解圍嗎
誰能給我一個好的回答


愛情教會我們都放不下
All i want for my bday is a guitar!!!!

Went to guitar lessons den fencing...blablabla..tabletennnis..blablabla.
talking to the gals abt naruto.lol.took the "love" test 3 times.Bernice got Gai at first.omigod.i got Lee.Eww...Second time,she got chouji..hahahaha!!!i got...Itachi..ok la not tat bad.Last time got naruto & sasuke respectively.lols.Coach pronounce sasuke name wrongly.Suppose to be sas-k den he say until sa-su-k.lols.Sianz..Btw,Snowy loves me more than bernice.Hahas!jkjk.Had a h2h talk wif ______.Guess he was rite.I did change alot.But im gonna change back into wad i used to be! (:
I may never get to see you as often as I like .
I may not get to hold you in my arms all
through the night.
But deep in my heart I truly know,
you're the one that i LOVE and can
NEVER let go
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night!

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do


So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight!

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see...

How does it feel to be rejected by love.When you feel like love doesn't really love you back.Although love is the one that makes you feel different from the rest.When you show love you love it, but it doesn't show the true love back.You wonder beyond as to what else is there to do,Should you wait around until love loves you.Or should you continue to search for the best; the true love that makes love different from the rest.Am I rushing love too fast,Should I let it rest or blow away to be the past? I love you Love.

Happy bday Jerome Jeevan!!!

Happy bday Rachel Lee!!!

Happy bday Jolin Tay!!!



Y so many ppl bday on 30 oct sia.Yesterday didnt post cos too tired. so i'll post it today.



29 october 2009

Went to kfc aft sch today wif Bernice & Liting.Halfway got headache so sianz.Later still need swim.Den they all nt enough money i also.Juz nice Enze they all go in kfc so i asked Jerome lend money.He is so kind(: lolz.Den went to tampine swimming complex.Swam halfway,Bernice got leg cramp.So we lost.Nvm la.We win or lose the class is also oblivious de(1/6 sux)=.=Btw,if anyone who scolds Bernice (i doubt so) will get it from me.After the swim,went to 2/7 instead of 1/6 cos its so much more fun there.Sherwyn agrees wif me.lol. Since i wasnt wearing any shoes,had to be careful.N halfway Jerome step on my feet.I change my mind,he is not kind anymore.Lols jkjk.Den watch finish everything..blablabla..went TM wif kimberly & cindy to buy presents for Jerome.We found out tat our names formed the word PCK.Lols retarded.Was abt to buy the chocolates when we saw Jerome they all.We were like Omigod.I threw the dog into my bag.Thk god he didnt see anything.I hope..Went T1 to meet Guofeng to go hm tgt.Reach hm around 8.Tried wrapping the presents but i found out i wasnt talented in wrapping cos i took around 1hour n in the end i threw everything into the plastic bag.So much easier.But i still took alot of time trying to tie the chocolates tgt.He better enjoy them.Kimberly said she wanted him to eat until nose bleed.lols.Gdluck jerome.



30 october 2009

Gave Jerome his present during recess...blablabla..got back our report bk & yearbook.Cool..we didnt hv tat in prps..Lols.In eng quarreled wif Bernice in Alicia's blog.Damn funny.We were laughing like siao cos her whole blog all is we scold each other de.Btw sry arh flood ur blog.Went ikea to eat wif Kimberly & Cindy.Me & Cindy couldnt afford the adult meal so we bought the kids meal.Haha.Ohya i forgot tat Guofeng came along also. :p .Den went Kimberly hm play rabbit.Went hm wif Janine after tat.


Slacked the whole day.went com lab at science...blablabla.Damn angry at table tennis cos of tat bitch.Aft sch eat at kfc wif Bernice Liting & Janine.Aft cca went hm wif Zaf & Sherwyn.Tys to u 2 for comforting me.Ty to Zaf for carrying my bag(sorry abt it cos my pri sch fren mistook u for my bf) & for his FRIEND HUG.LOLS


bitch,ppl win at table tennis u nt happy issit.Dun act step la.How issit possible to win all 5 matches when is 3 out of 5? want lie also lie properly la.u pri sch liddat,now also liddat.so many ppl hate u le.N i havent settle wif u properly yet k.Not happy u come say.dun behind my back talk crap,dun lie la.

Even though ihavent known u for long,u've still been a gd fren to me n i dun like seeing my frens sad or moody.As i said,time will heal everything.i believe u will find someone more deserving of ur love & more better.Trust me.Ive been through all these b4 n i knw how u feel.So dun worry n feel free to talk to us(me & sherwyn) if u have any probs n i wanna see u smiling soon! XD

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